Life is still busy but I have the whole weekend off, which makes catching up with life and sleep a whole heck of a lot easier. even though "sleeping in" now means 8, i guess that is when I'm normally up at 6 or 6:30.
so much mulling on my mind
David has been offered a full time job at home depot. benefits, set schedule. only draw back is its 10 pm-6 am. but it will work with my schedule so we can both use the car and we will still be able to have dinner together and he will still be able to do church stuff.
my mind has been constantly going on what God has in store for me/us. i think I'm being called to serve full time. not necessarily full time ministry mind you but something. I keep going back to the San Francisco Youth With a Mission (YWAM) website and it has a contact us if you're interested in working with us section and I've yet to bring myself to call.
i think its been made abundantly clear with the job opportunities David has been getting that we are meant to be in the bay area (considering this time last month we were seriously thinking about having to move back home), i just want to know what that looks like long term.
work has been drama, got better and then went right back to the same ole same ole. bleh.
my very bestest, oldest friend is getting married in 4 weeks, her bridal shower is today. I wish I could be there but after bit of uncertainty as far as finances are concerned I will be there for the wedding and that's the important thing. I cry a little if i think about it too much, I am so happy for her. I love you Toni!!!
to do for today: make a birthday present for a friend, figure out a birthday present for David and go shopping for a bridesmaids dress.
for now im off to eat the yummy breakfast my husband made
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
So tired
I wanted hours, need hours, i now have hours at work.
been working almost an hour of overtime everyday and am working 6 days this week.
so much going on with church responsibilities and everything is just barely getting done.
the problem i knew i would have if I got a "whatever" job as commenced. I'm in the vicious cycle of sleep, eat, work. by the time I get home I so utterly exhausted the thought of doing anything beyond eating a late dinner (thankfully prepared by my husband, he so good to me) vegging in front of the TV and go to bed is just overwhelming.
which means I've barely looked at job postings much alone applied for anything in weeks.
this is just a season of life right? it to shall pass.
wallet and ipod was stolen on Easter Sunday, from church, with me probably no more than 1o feet away from my purse. meh. so far it doesn't look like they charged anything before I cancelled cards.
we've been truly blessed as David has gotten a job doing animation to boot, but that's for another post, when i have more brain power and don't have to do taxes.
been working almost an hour of overtime everyday and am working 6 days this week.
so much going on with church responsibilities and everything is just barely getting done.
the problem i knew i would have if I got a "whatever" job as commenced. I'm in the vicious cycle of sleep, eat, work. by the time I get home I so utterly exhausted the thought of doing anything beyond eating a late dinner (thankfully prepared by my husband, he so good to me) vegging in front of the TV and go to bed is just overwhelming.
which means I've barely looked at job postings much alone applied for anything in weeks.
this is just a season of life right? it to shall pass.
wallet and ipod was stolen on Easter Sunday, from church, with me probably no more than 1o feet away from my purse. meh. so far it doesn't look like they charged anything before I cancelled cards.
we've been truly blessed as David has gotten a job doing animation to boot, but that's for another post, when i have more brain power and don't have to do taxes.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Busy Bee
is busy.
work work work, church church church. throw in a holiday and a walk with a friend and thats about my life right now.
its actually a tad exhausting at the moment and in a couple of weeks more so when ill be working 6 days a week.
I havent been giving the proper time to Jesus and I need to remedy that.
having easter dinner at my house with the usual group plus im feeling convicted to invite a coworker as well, she just moved out here from Chicago and has no family. thats about all i know. I'm probably (85%) likely to actually listen and do it. im still in the whiny i dont wanna step out of my comfort zone stage.
my trip with my mom was fabulous, only one evening of sheer mother frustration when i realised its the same ole crap, just a different state.
david is still waiting to hear back from a guy he put in a job proposal to for an animation job, we really hope he gets it as its not only desperatly needed income but great animation experience.
ok, getting ready for work and need to finish cofffee, not even going to bother spell checking, i apoligise.
oh and to remember, 3 weeks and i got confirmation that i am indeed not pregnant. God has a plan Im not worried but still a tad disapointed
work work work, church church church. throw in a holiday and a walk with a friend and thats about my life right now.
its actually a tad exhausting at the moment and in a couple of weeks more so when ill be working 6 days a week.
I havent been giving the proper time to Jesus and I need to remedy that.
having easter dinner at my house with the usual group plus im feeling convicted to invite a coworker as well, she just moved out here from Chicago and has no family. thats about all i know. I'm probably (85%) likely to actually listen and do it. im still in the whiny i dont wanna step out of my comfort zone stage.
my trip with my mom was fabulous, only one evening of sheer mother frustration when i realised its the same ole crap, just a different state.
david is still waiting to hear back from a guy he put in a job proposal to for an animation job, we really hope he gets it as its not only desperatly needed income but great animation experience.
ok, getting ready for work and need to finish cofffee, not even going to bother spell checking, i apoligise.
oh and to remember, 3 weeks and i got confirmation that i am indeed not pregnant. God has a plan Im not worried but still a tad disapointed
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
impatience is not a virtue
ok so this was supposed to be a blog about the fact that I'm 12 days late.
it is now going to be interupted by a rant about David trying to sensor my blog. he said i shouldn't blog about it because if i am pregnant we wouldn't be telling anyone yet and the fact is we don't even know was going on, and that's the point!!!! i don't know what going on and that's freaking me out. I reserve all right to talk about anything i want in my blog. so there.
ok I'm over it now.back to regularly scheduled programing
so yeah. never been this late, ever.
i took a home pregnancy test 2 days ago and it said "not pregnant".meh. and now I'm killing time to take it again. time goes by really slowing when you want a day to get here. its like waiting for Christmas, actually it is because a baby would be the best gift ever.
I would go and get a blood test but I'm going to visit my mom in 2 days and wont be back till next Monday, with work and church tomorrow.which means ill have to wait till then. hopefully i will get an answer one way or another before then.
ok off to kill more time and get ready for my trip.
it is now going to be interupted by a rant about David trying to sensor my blog. he said i shouldn't blog about it because if i am pregnant we wouldn't be telling anyone yet and the fact is we don't even know was going on, and that's the point!!!! i don't know what going on and that's freaking me out. I reserve all right to talk about anything i want in my blog. so there.
ok I'm over it now.back to regularly scheduled programing
so yeah. never been this late, ever.
i took a home pregnancy test 2 days ago and it said "not pregnant".meh. and now I'm killing time to take it again. time goes by really slowing when you want a day to get here. its like waiting for Christmas, actually it is because a baby would be the best gift ever.
I would go and get a blood test but I'm going to visit my mom in 2 days and wont be back till next Monday, with work and church tomorrow.which means ill have to wait till then. hopefully i will get an answer one way or another before then.
ok off to kill more time and get ready for my trip.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
killing time
David's parents just left a little while ago to go to there anniversay dinner and then they're off tomorrow on their own adventures.
it's been a good weekend. David's graduation on Thursday, he actually spoke in front of people for a little salutatorian speech. I am so proud of him it makes me tear up a little.
yesterday was wandering around ikea to look at sleeper sofas for his parents spare room. that was fun until i was so overwhelmed i just wanted OUT! and ikea held me hostage cuz they make you go through every department and see EVERYTHING to get to the exit. Then we went shopping for grown up clothing (ie business casual) for David now that he's going out into the work force no jeans, tennis shoes and t-shirts for him, well at least not all the time.
and that was my weekend, church tomorrow and a much needed afternoon with my peeps.
and a potential secret that ill keep under my cap for now, until i actually know something, but the thought of it makes me smile, grin actually from ear to ear.
it's been a good weekend. David's graduation on Thursday, he actually spoke in front of people for a little salutatorian speech. I am so proud of him it makes me tear up a little.
yesterday was wandering around ikea to look at sleeper sofas for his parents spare room. that was fun until i was so overwhelmed i just wanted OUT! and ikea held me hostage cuz they make you go through every department and see EVERYTHING to get to the exit. Then we went shopping for grown up clothing (ie business casual) for David now that he's going out into the work force no jeans, tennis shoes and t-shirts for him, well at least not all the time.
and that was my weekend, church tomorrow and a much needed afternoon with my peeps.
and a potential secret that ill keep under my cap for now, until i actually know something, but the thought of it makes me smile, grin actually from ear to ear.
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